Start From The HEart

Sport the good smile today
you know you deserve it 
after the never ending war.
let it all fall.
remember to breath..
Look unafraid

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I never was forgivin. 
or forgotten,
blessed the war
of tyranny and lust
I lost it all of the battlefield
words follow like seconds
ticking on a clock.
swallowing pride and rage
as it all burrows in your chest.
Locked behind prisoners bars
and waiting for your release.
May the blood of innocence
run through faulty veins.
and pray you wont forget.
for i am the one waiting
at the end.
my heart my mind
a soiled memory left there
wait to burst forth as a flower
in a midnight bloom,
oh how my heart loathes the
one almighty with brethren
forgotten in texts books of old.
I saw past the dirty lies 
and was left curiously broken
and strewn about.
I have yet to forgive the sins of
my past but i know for a fact
i will never be left to be
burning on the cross that ancients
have risen many before 
Stigmatic arson born in the lands
you have to wait millions of years
to wait and watch a mind burn with passion.
progressing only in an anarchy matter
lost in the souls of many who will cleanse me
the cries for help will no longer ring.
for those who have forgotten only
the strong will rise
and force the week to fight.
Causing bellowing massacre
in the eyes of saints.
Let the floods bare gifts for us who
are left to exist.
with feeble minds swords drawn high.
And a face covered in crimson release that
has yet to be clean.
Prophets of old speak beyond me.
Lost in a memory inside of me.
dreams rolling in reality.
Praying that i will feel  mortality one last time
before i lose my mind to these horrendous nightmares.
I pray my cry for help will be heard that
I no longer need.
The crutch to leave me astray.
by my right i loath and by my left empty promises.
Let it be heard.
You were never Alone